Afro Butoh film & performances – Tacoma Armory

Kicking off the three-part series Butoh Art Attack Tacoma, a free screening was held on May 17 at the Tacoma Armory , showcasing three films by South African Butoh artist Tebby Ramasike.. Although he was unable to attend in person due to visa issues, the audience was treated to recordings of three of his powerful performances.

Following the films, the evening continued with two live performances. The first was by dancer Helen Thorsen, a founding member of Seattle’s Dappin Butoh and Yuni Hoffman Dance Theater. Thorsen is currently the managing director of Seattle’s DAIPANbutoh Collective. Viewing dance through a therapeutic lens, her background spans disciplines including Butoh, yoga, Tai Chi, and more. She also served as the evening’s emcee, introducing Ramasike’s work and contextualizing the recordings.

The second performance featured Lin Lucas an African-American dancer from Earthseed Rising in Tucson, AZ. Through Butoh, art and dream work he engages in ancestral lineage healing. He is also a comic book creator and writer of short stories, screenplays, and poetry.

Each of the live performances were accompanied by the Seattle-based, experimental violinist Jackie An, a neurodivergent, non-binary, Korean-American artist whose musical and empathic talents enhanced the improvisational collaborations. All three performers participated in a post-show discussion that was both invigorating and thought-provoking.

Reflections on Ramasike’s Films

The first work by Ramasike was a selection from “In the Shadow of Darkness”, filmed at the Sesalac Butoh Retreat in Serbia. The video can be viewed on YouTube here. Watching the performance, set against an experimental musical backdrop, I was reminded of Butoh’s origins—born in postwar Japan as an embodied expression of trauma, tension, and release. It’s a form that summons pain, processes it somatically, and purges it.

Hijikata Tatsumi’s original Butoh drew influence from German Expressionism and Antonin Artaud’s Theater of Cruelty, as well as Japan’s subconscious—its folklore, spirits (Yokai), and native shamanic traditions.

The second video was incredibly moving – it was a selection from “The Wreakage of My Flesh”, performed at the Musee National de la Resistance Esch-Sur-Alzette, which preserves the memory of Luxembourg’s victors of the Nazi Occupation. The full recording can be found on YouTube here.

In this piece we see figures suspended in what resemble amniotic sacks. A dancer on the floor writhes in a similar sack and struggles to break free. The room has bars on one wall, like a prison. The African figure breaks free and still writhes in pain, attempting to reach out to the remaining, suspended figures. There are phrases on the wall: “I am alive and I am dead”…and “…never return from Auschwitz”. A European figure appears, gently placing a white cloth over him—perhaps an act of comfort, though the gesture is ambiguous: Is it care, or another form of entrapment?

The last one was “In Search of a Soul: a Blind man’s cry….the appeal” – which was performed at a Butoh festival at Espace Culturel Bertin Poiree de Tenri, in Paris. A copy can be viewed on YouTube here but the film is a bit grainy. In this work we see the dancer performing in what appear to be a pile of dried, golden leaves. He dances frantically, showering himself with the leaves. He thrashes and throws his body about, as if aggressively seeking stimulus from a world he cannot see.

The Live Performances

Helen Thorson’s performance was entitled “Kintsugi” – named after the Japanese art of taking broken pottery and mending it with gold as a meditative act of transformation. Her dance was inspired by the release of Lenord Pelitier after 40 years in prison. This piece was heavy, intense, unpredictable, and frightening. A figure slowly crawls out of a room, still dragging chains attached to their feet. The figure struggles to stand and move about, as if fighting to re-learn how to live in a world outside.

Lin Lucas’ piece was entitled “Blind at the Gates of Grief”, served as an exploration of loss and desire. He drew influence from Butoh founder Tatsumi Hijikata’s “Blind Girl” and Francis Wellers’ book From the Wild Edge of Sorrow: Rituals of Renewal and the Sacred Work of Grief.

Each station, illuminated by a single candle, marked a passage—love, desire, grief. At each point he embodied the various struggles, before collapsing and snuffing out a flame. At one point, he dug dirt from a beach bag and covered himself with it. At another, he cradled a bouquet of roses, then tore them apart, sparing one, which he inhaled deeply before extinguishing that station’s light with the very rose. Each moment unfolded with raw beauty and sorrow—expressions of grief and longing beyond language.

Final Thoughts

During the closing discussion, two powerful themes emerged. First, that Butoh is a profoundly therapeutic practice—one that helps people access and process trauma held within the body. Second, much of Butoh operates on a pre-verbal, primal level—expression that comes before language, or even thought. One story recounted an artist bringing Butoh into a prison, where over time, participants found they could access deep-seated traumas—eventually finding the words to describe them, thanks to the embodied work that came first.

Helen Thorsen will offer a free Butoh workshop at the Tacoma Armory on May 24, from 1–3 PM.

Fresh Ground Butoh Dances will perform on May 31 at 8 PM, also at the Tacoma Armory. Tickets are $20, and the show will feature six dancers accompanied by three musicians.

Gothic Pride Seattle – 2023 Dark Delights Spring Bazaar & Bakesale

Today we travelled up to Seattle from Tacoma for the second annual Dark Delights Spring Bazaar & Bake Sale by Gothic Pride Seattle.

“Gothic Pride Seattle is an all-inclusive nonprofit 501(c)3 organization working to help strengthen and empower our diverse community through advocacy, education, social, and fundraising events. We strive to help make safe and lasting connections and alliances within and throughout the Seattle Gothic community, as well as in the greater Seattle area.

Through hosting and participating in local gothic events, we help strengthen and unify our community and promote connections. We create visibility through our float in Seattle’s yearly Pride Parade, and invite all community members to join us and celebrate your gothic pride!

All the profits from the sales of the t-shirts, hoodies and other merchandise goes to the Community Crypt fund which is distributed to local goth businesses in need.”
https://gothicprideseattle.org/mission-statement/

The history of Gothic Pride Seattle can be found here – The GPS website offers many ways for community goths to become involved, whether that be through volunteering, donating, or supporting sponsoring businesses.

These were some of the partipating vendors:

Iikka Keränen – Dark and Gothy artist
Dropping Needles Embroidery – Spooky and Geeky embroidery
Handbasket Co  – Home of the Satanizer to ‘clean your hands, not your soul’
Gothic Pride Seattle Shop – Coffee mugs, t-shirts, hoodies
MX Morgan Illustrations – Dark Fantasy Artist
Shady Lamp Lady – Gothy lamps
Charmed Curio – Jewelry
Robert Tritthardt  – Dark Pen and Ink Illustration
Ground by the Sound – Crystals

I enjoyed browsing and seeing everyone’s talents. I will definitely visit their online stores to acquire more wares. I found a couple beautiful prints by Mx Morgan Illustrations – the one I was able to purchase today was this lovely dark moon against a blood red sky. They had a collection of really dark and adorable stickers as well. I’ll be returning to their shop to try to purchase the other print I was eyeing.

Blood Moon – by Mx Morgan

I was happy to meet Tara of the aspiring Little Goth Cafe on the Hill – Please help support her efforts to develop a late night gothy cafe in Seattle that will feature art, vegan and lacto-ovo-vegetarian options, and community/meeting spaces.

Anti-immigrant fear stems from lack of connection. Why the alt-right gets ‘heritage’ all wrong.

(Updates made for clarification – 2022)

Netflix has a documentary from a Pakistani-British woman who interviews white supremacists and neo-Nazis. I tried watching it and couldn’t get past 10 minutes. The emptiness of these people’s souls, their deep-rooted repression of healthy connection or attachment and subsequent projection onto scapegoats was so apparent it was painful and frustrating to watch.

Then I watched an Anthony Bourdain episode in cities in Ethiopia, interviewing a cook who was born there, was adopted and brought to Sweden, then moved to NY where he became a famous cook and then returned to the booming Ethiopia. They filmed the growing skate movement among the youth and of course shared pieces about the local food, drink, cultural and music scene. Throughout it all we see culture, connection, richness…which Anthony Bourdain sees and heralds. But you still see the pain in his eyes.

White culture, White Europe, White America…like the Indigenous elders have told us – we ‘haven’t begun’ our ‘healing journeys yet.’ There’s a portion that senses this is happening and because they don’t want to relinguish control and supremacy, they are lashing out. The world is changing but diversity does not mean erasure. It is possible to hold on to your history and culture while acknowledging a problematic past AND still embrace and support multi-culturalism. There are white people learning Irish, exploring Norse religions and mythology, learning Medieval fighting styles and going to Rennaissance faires. They are also enjoying Thai food, Chinese films, African sci-fi, Latin music, the list goes on. They know who they are, they are not being ‘erased.’

‘European heritage’ should not be cover for heralding a stolen symbol from India used to defend killing millions. ‘European heritage’ should not be cover for embracing the flag of slave-owning American states. I can research my European heritage, travel to Irish towns or Italian towns and still respect another’s wish to seek safety from war-torn countries. There are small towns in Italy and Spain that are dying because not enough people live there; the young move to cities for tech jobs. They welcome and embrace refugees now. Yet are still people celebrating centuries-old folk festivals in Europe and that don’t feel the need to hate on other groups. Europeans and European-Americans CAN research and preserve the best of their rich, cultural heritage without using it as cover for xenophobic fascism. That said, I mentioned earlier pre-Christian religions and Medieval/Rennaissance faires – it’s critical that those in these scenes police their communities to identify and root out members acting in bad faith to exclude others out of racism.

If Anthony Bourdain taught his white viewers anything it was the value of traveling, how to open our eyes to the longer view and to seek inspiration from others who have not lost human connection. I don’t want to fight to defend or preserve a culture built of oppression and disconnection from global humanity. “Whiteness” (or “Aryan”) by this definition is not a heritage worth keeping. It’s an artificial, divisive construct and lie propagated by slave owners and Nazis. Is it part of our history and thus our heritage too? Of course, but it is not something to cling to out of misplaced pride, thinking there is nothing else. There is so much more. There’s literature, music, languages, mythology.

If all you know of yourself is that your people were conquerors or slave-owners, and your history book praises colonialists, colonists, leaders slaughtering Native Americans, because the rest of your culture was robbed from you by those in power wanting to keep you hungry and angry, like a trained pit-bull raised on hate….shining a light on that may make you uncomfortable. But it should also open a door and lead you to ask – what has been kept from me? What else is there in the world? This is what motivated Antony Bourdain and so many other travelers – curiosity, an adventurous spirit, and openess.